A Deeper Space

I’ve decided to take a step I never really planned on when I first started writing here… but now it feels like the right next step for me.

I’m creating a paid section of this Substack.

Even writing that brings up a mix of feelings. I’ve gone back and forth on it for a while.

Part of that is self-doubt. Writing at all has taken courage for me. For a long time, I carried this quiet belief that I wasn’t very good… that what I had to say didn’t really matter. So sharing here has felt vulnerable, but also deeply healing, encouraging, and, little by little, confidence-building.

The other part is this: I write about things like healing, meditation, and aphantasia—things I’ve always wanted to offer freely, just in case they might help someone feel a little less alone. And that won’t change.

Most of what I share will always stay free: the meditations, the reflections, thoughts on aphantasia, etc.

But this new space will be a little more personal, a little more in-the-moment. And, honestly, a little more me.

It’s where I’ll lean more into the spiritual side of my life. My lived experiences, the things I’ve sometimes held back out of fear of being “too much.”

Things like:

• personal experiences (such as my BLR—between life regression hypnosis—sessions, signs, and those moments that make you pause and think… wait, what just happened?)

• how I receive guidance from my spirit team, and how you might begin to notice it in your own life

• deeper reflections on healing, forgiveness, and letting go

• occasional guided meditations

• maybe going live now and then (I’ll be honest, I’m a little shy about that, so we’ll see 😄)

• and possibly small group experiences, like heart coherence meditations

I also want this to feel like a space we share. Somewhere you can ask questions about spirituality, meditation, your own experiences… whatever you’re navigating. I won’t always have clear answers (and I won’t pretend to), but I’m here for the conversation and for exploring together.

Lately, I’ve started thinking of this as a kind of living journal. These are things I’m already writing about, sometimes just for myself, sometimes in small pieces I share in quieter spaces. Opening that up a little more just feels like a natural next step.

If you feel drawn to go a little deeper with me, I’d love to have you there 🤍